Wednesday, 25 May 2016

Wild Roses~What is Personal and Invisible.



It has been many years since I discovered the wild roses growing in abundance on our land.   We moved here in December and I did not know that the thicket down on the land was over an acre of roses.  It has been a beautiful and miraculous journey since then. 
After the wild rose harvest on our land.
It rained during our harvest so I needed
to wait until they were dry of rain water.
I made a gallon of infused oil.
 

I have always had the rose as my ally and my teacher.  I grew up with rose in my mother’s garden and when I became an herbalist I would go to places around Puget Sound in search of wild rose and harvested what I could.  

And then we moved here. I had only scratched the surface before. I began to listen to the wild rose and what she had for me on our land.  

So many years later, I have just completed another Journey of the Rose Weekend…journeys with rose, stories from rose, crafting with rose and harvesting an abundance of rose. 

Wild Rose...
An exquisite example of 
a wild rose blossom. 
The way we work with the wild roses here on our land is very personal. Shamanic listening exercises are offered to bring you into intimate relationship with rose. You discover things about yourself.  The roses mirror what is true about you and shares this wisdom with you.  

I crafted the Wild Rose leaf and
 flower into tincture. 
What about the more linear description of healing with wild rose?  Wild rose is anti-viral, anti-bacterial, calming for the nerves and heart and softening and healing for the skin.  Amongst many other healing properties.  How does that fit in with the invisible teachings of rose?  

These linear ways of working with plants grew out of the old ways that are more personal and invisible.  The old ways have been left behind in many teachings about plants these days.  There isn’t a separation between the invisible teachings of the plants and its physical properties.  There is only wholeness.  In fact, the physical nature of the plants is essential in connecting with the plant’s wholeness.  When we partake of an herbal preparation that we have crafted from the plants, we receive its wisdom…what it has for us.  This personal connection that the plants offers us is in the vinegar, is in the tincture or oil.  We receive its wisdom when we receive its nourishment.  

What wild rose has offered people again and again is a shift in perspective, from one of suffering to one of possibility.  This quality is not overt, it is mysterious and subtle and one may not even realize it is occurring.  
The beauty of the flowers, the fragrance, the contrast between the dark green leaves and the fuchsia-pink blossoms and the thorns all play a part in the wholeness and healing of wild rose.  Within the physical is the spiritual...within the spiritual is the physical....this is wholeness.  

There is richness in the wholeness of healing in the shamanic herbal tradition.   And though there is a great deal to learn and explore, this way of healing is uncomplicated and natural.

May it be in Beauty.  





Sunday, 15 May 2016

Dealing with the Perimenopause

Swooping and dipping hormones in the years leading up to your last period can cause a whole host of symptoms; here's what to expect...

Tingling tongue, achy joints or itchy skin? When it comes to the signs of menopause, we've all heard of classic symptoms such as flushes, sweats and insomnia, but, at times, bizarre symptoms may also occur. The jury is still out as to whether these are caused by the hormonal roller coaster or whether it's just coincidental that they happen at the same time as hormones start to dwindle. Women report a lot of strange symptoms around this time and although there is no strong scientific evidence that they are caused by fluctuating hormones, there are oestrogen receptors (protein structures that let oestrogen into cells) throughout your body. Periods become irregular perimenopausally, which can mean premenstrual symptoms (swollen breasts, bladder problems, bloating and migraines) become unhinged from the normal cycle, making them difficult to interpret. Women often complain of feeling generally unwell. Doctors often suggest a three-month trial of low-dose HRT. If symptoms improve, they are probably hormone-related; if not, further investigation is warranted.

What is perimenopause?
It's the years running up to your final period. It usually begins in your late forties to early fifties, but can start any time from your early forties.

TUMMY TROUBLES
A 2009 review found irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) symptoms - such as abdominal pain, bloating, bowel discomfort and changes in bowel patterns, together with diarrhoea and/or constipation - become more common perimenopausally both in women with and without IBS. They are thought to be caused by the effects of fluctuating oestrogen and progesterone on pain "pathways" in the gut and the brain.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Exercise, stress management, regular meals, and limiting caffeinated and fizzy drinks and alcohol, can help.
  2. Insoluble fibre (bran), found in wholemeal bread and cereals, can exacerbate symptoms, so steer clear.
  3. Soluble fibre, found in foods such as oats, pulses and linseeds can - by contrast - help, especially with bloating, so try to eat some of it every day.
  4. Probiotics can help to rebalance gut bacteria, which may be a factor in IBS. Try Activia yogurts from supermarkets or a probiotic supplement such as Bio-Kult, £8.99 for 30 capsules, from pharmacies.

Simple changes to how you eat can help to ease digestive problems - don't skip meals or eat late at night sit down to eat, take your time over your meal and chew the food well.

ACHY JOINTS
More than half of women experience joint and muscle pains perimenopausally; oestrogen is responsible for stimulating collagen, a fibrous protein that gives the skin strength and resilience and acts as a scaffold for it and other tissues.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Although it may be uncomfortable, exercise can help. Walking, muscle-strengthening exercises - such as squats and lunges - and yoga are good choices.
  2. A hot-water bottle or heat pack can help to increase mobility, especially before exercise, while a cold pack can reduce inflammation.
  3. Eat more Brazil nuts - one of the best sources of selenium, low levels of which are linked to arthritis. Other sources include beef seafood and chicken. Or try a supplement such as Healthspan Selenium 200mcg, £6.45 for 180 tablets, healthspan.co.uk.
  4. In studies, GOPO Joint Health supplement eased pain, improved mobility and reduced the need for painkillers. It contains a rose-hip extract as well as vitamin C, which is needed for collagen formation. 

DIZZINESS AND VERTIGO
Although they don't often appear In medical textbooks, dizziness, llght-headedness and vertigo frequently crop up on patient websites and forums and often occur with flushes. The cause Is unknown, but a 2010 US study suggests a type of headache, called vestibular migraine, which may or may not cause a headache, may be responsible. It's thought to be due to hyperexcitablilty of the brain, triggered by the effect of fluctuating oestrogen and progesterone on brain messenger chemicals.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Try to identify and avoid triggers - stress, poor sleep, light, noise, coffee, chocolate, blue cheese and red wine are common ones.
  2. Stress management, exercise and limiting your intake of salt, especially around your period, may help.
  3. Prescribed medications, from antidepressants to certain blood pressure-lowering drugs, may help.

FOGGY BRAIN
Around two-thirds of women experience memory lapses, poor concentration, fuzzy thinking, slowness and other cognitive changes, according to US research. They are thought to be due to the disrupted balance between oestrogen and progesterone on nerve cells, rather than simple loss of oestrogen. Symptoms appearing perimenopausally are usually worst in the first postmenopausal year, then seem to improve.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Stress exacerbates cognitive problems so take regular breaks, give yourself wind-down time, and make time to see friends.
  2. Make notes, use Post-its and your smartphone to remind you of appointments and other things you need to remember.
  3. A supplement of Ginkgo biloba may help - studies suggest it improves blood flow to the brain. Try Pharma Nord Bio-Biloba Gingko Biloba lOOmg, £19.50 for 60 tablets, from pharmacies.

A SKIPPING HEART BEAT
Palpitations - fast or irregular heart beats - are extremely common perimenopausally. Fluctuating levels of oestrogen, causing sudden widening of the blood vessels (the same mechanism that causes hot flushes), may be responsible. A recent study found that heart rate increased by, on average, four beats a minute during a hot flush. Palpitations often occur at night, or while you are relaxing.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Rest and breathe quietly for five minutes.
  2. Regular meditation can keep them at bay.
  3. Avoid alcohol and caffeine: don't smoke.
  4. Learn how to take your pulse, so you can identify when it's fast; it should be 60 to 100 beats a minute.
  5. If dizziness, fainting, or tightness in the chest or neck accompanies palpitations, seek immediate medical help.

ITCHY SKIN
Itchy skin (medical name pruritus) is another common symptom, usually caused by drier skin due to loss of oestrogen and collagen. Acne, thinning skin, wrinkles and changes in pigmentation are other symptoms. Sensations such as tingling and numbness (known as paresthesia) and something called formication, which feels as if insects are crawling on or under your skin, can also occur. These are thought to be caused by the effects of fluctuating hormones on the central nervous system - see the doctor if you experience these.

HELP YOURSELF


  1. Increase intake of omega-3 fatty acids found in foods such as salmon and walnuts.
  2. Drink six to eight glasses of water a day to keep skin hydrated.
  3. Hot water can be drying, so use warm water and shower rather than bath.
  4. Moisturise! E45 Intense Recovery Moisture-Control Lotion is said to alleviate dryness in two weeks. £5.99, from Boots.
  5. Avoid smoky atmospheres, stress, and lack of sleep, which can exacerbate itchiness.

A BURNING TONGUE
This is one of the weirder symptoms of the perimenopause, affecting four out of ten women. It's thought to be a result of activation of pain-sensitive nerve cells surrounding the bitter taste buds at the back of the tongue, which can be damaged by dwindling oestrogen. Symptoms, which can also affect gums, lips and other areas of the mouth, typically start between three years before and 12 years after menopause.

HELP YOURSELF

  1. Drink plenty of fluids, but avoid fizzy drinks.
  2. Steer clear of alcohol and products containing it, such as mouthwashes, which can irritate the lining of your mouth.
  3. Avoid spicy and acidic foods and drinks, such as tomatoes, orange juice and coffee.
  4. Try mild or flavour-free toothpastes.

HOT FLUSHES What really works?
The commonest and most troublesome aspect of menopause is an out-of-control body thermostat. Hot flushes affect six to eight out of ten perimenopausal women. Signs often include an intense whoosh of heat that can cause you to break into a sweat, lasting for three to five minutes. When testing therapies, try one at a time for a minimum of six weeks, and note how often and how severe flushes are,so you can decide how effective it is.

**CHECK IT OUT**
The symptoms described can have many causes; get them checked by a doctor before attributing them to the perimenopause. Low levels of thyroid hormones (hypothyroidism) is a common cause that often occurs around the same time as menopause. Your GP or practice nurse could help, or ask for referral to a Well Woman Clinic.

Put soya back on the menu

THE EVIDENCE It has long been speculated that soya quells flushes, but results have been mixed. Now, however, a recent US analysis of 17 studies concluded that the equivalent of a couple of daily portions of soya-based foods and drinks lower frequency and severity by up to 26 per cent.

HOW? Plant chemicals in soya called isoflavones are thought to mimic the effect of oestrogen.

TRY IT You need 54mg of soya isoflavones daily for six weeks to a year. A serving of tofu (55g/2oz) or soya milk (600ml/1 pint) contains 35 to 40mg of isoflavones.

NOTE Try it for six weeks, but if there's no improvement, it could be because you don't produce equol, a substance produced by gut bacteria from soya foods. Non-equol producers don't benefit from soya.

Will herbs work for you?

THE EVIDENCE Many herbal remedies have been studied such as red clover ginseng, liquorice and black cohosh - on its own or with St John's Wort. Evidence suggest the latter is effective for mild to moderate flushes and sleep-disrupting sweats.

HOW? It's not known exactly but black cohosh may mimic oestrogen, and may also work on the parasympathetic nervous system. St John's wort helps to balance serotonin levels.

TRY IT Pharmacies or health food stores will be able to suggest a supplement combining both herbs.

NOTE Avoid if you've had breast cancer or liver disease. Stop taking if you develop jaundice, dark
urine or fatigue.

Book a course of acupuncture 


THE EVIDENCE  A study showed a course of acupuncture twice a week for ten weeks reduced severity though not frequency Previous research has shown mixed results.

HOW? It's thought to alter the brain's mood chemistry by increasing endorphins. This in turn stabilises the body's temperature control mechanism. Find a local practitioner on The British Acupuncture Council - visit acupuncture.org.uk. The cost for a first consultation ranges from £45 to £70, and £30 to £50 per session there after.

Take a deep breath


THE EVIDENCE A technique called "paced breathing" may shorten and cut down the number of flushes, according to a 2012 study from the Mayo clinic.

HOW? Slow, deep breathing is the fastest way to trigger your parasympathetic nervous system, which is involved in relaxing the muscles, slowing the heart rate and lowering the blood pressure, into action.

TRY IT Yoga or Pilates breathing is ideal, or follow this exercise twice a day: find a quiet spot and breathe in deeply for 5 seconds. Now breathe out for another 5 seconds. Continue like this for 15 minutes and feel the warmth ebb away.

**3 QUICK FIXES**

PICK A FLOWER THERAPY
Mulla Mulla flower essence is said to help put out the fire of flushes. Try taking a few drops, morning and evening. Australian Bush Flower Essence Mulla Mulla, £10.75 for 15ml, nealsyardremedies.com.

AIR CONDITION YOUR SKIN
Chillicious is a cult buy for ladies who flush. Smooth on and the lightweight gel will instantly chill your skin - this is just fantastic! Temple Spa Chillicious, £18 for 100ml, victoriahealth.com

SIP A COOLING CUPPA
A proper herbal tea will help to calm your personal summer. Add 1 to 2tsp sage, motherwort or raspberry leaf to a cup of boiling water for five to ten minutes, strain and drink. Buy herbs from baldwins.co.uk 


WHAT'S THE ALTERNATIVE?
So, if you've discussed it with your doctor, and decided not to go the HRT route, but are still suffering regular perimenopausal symptoms, it's time to look at the natural remedies available. Here are just a few of what's on offer to make this time of your life less of a trial:

Hot flushes

Feel like you've suddenly stepped into a sauna? Some studies have shown that spicy foods, caffeine, smoking and alcohol can contribute to frequent hot flushes.

NATURAL HELPERS
Because flushes come on unexpectedly, the obvious tip is to layer clothing, and you can also reduce their frequency by taking regular and gentle exercise. Research suggests that high impact exercise can increase the chance of a hot flush, while gentle exercise may reduce them, so stick to yoga, swimming or long walks in nature. Ginseng, red clover, soya beans, evening primrose oil and black cohosh have all been shown to help curb hot flushes.

Aching joints
Eating a healthy diet is important to our whole well-being, even more so if you are suffering from aching joints as part of the perimenopause.

NATURAL HELPERS
A diet rich in calcium and vitamin D has been shown to help keep our joints and bones in tip top condition. Around 10OOmg of calcium (the equivalent of drinking one pint of milk) could help reduce the pain, as can eating 55g of cheese or a single-serving pot of natural yoghurt once a day.

Insomnia 

The National Sleep Foundation recommends that we have seven to nine hours sleep a night, but that's not easy when you just can't get settled.

NATURAL HELPERS
30-120mg of lettuce eaten just before bed has been shown to promote a restful nights' sleep due to its sedative properties. Spritzing your pillow with essential lavender oil will also help, as will l-theanine, an amino acid that comes from green tea, which boosts your REM cycles. Sage, taken daily, has also been shown to help combat memory loss and insomnia.

Mood swings

Ride the emotional rollercoaster! Mood swings and mild depression are often the first sign that you're heading towards perimenopause...

NATURAL HELPERS
Ginkgo Biloba, from the ginkgos tree native to China, boosts blood circulation and may help.
You can buy it as a tea, powder or as a skin cream. Recommendation: Nature's Way DIM-Plus (£23.99 amazon.co.uk) to lessen the symptoms.

Tender breasts
Breast tenderness, often associated with pre-menstrual symptoms due to hormonal changes in the body, is also a problem for many perimenopausai women.

NATURAL HELPERS
To reduce swelling, gently massage your breasts when in the shower. Studies have found women who eat soya, and those who have a high fibre diet, are less likely to suffer this pain, so it's also worth looking at your diet. Cut back on anything that contains hydrogenated oils, such as margarine, because this prevents your body from converting fatty acids, also linked to tender boobs. Dandelion, a natural diuretic, can be taken in tablet form or as a tea.

PILL POPPING
These supplements all claim to help lessen those uncomfortable symptoms... 

Promensll Double Strength £25.99, Boots
The naturally-occurring red cloverisoflavone in this supplement has a similar effect to oestrogen on the body, helping boost mood and minimise other symptoms.

Phyto Soya £21.95, healthy2u.co.uk
This contains an isoflavone-rich extract only from the hypocotyl (the embryo) of the soya bean, which is especially rich in natural phytoestrogens, plant oestrogens which support balance for menopausal women.

Cleanmarine Krill Oil for Women £22.99 cleanmarinekrilloil.com
Combining powerful omega 3 (more bioavailable/sustainable than that sourced from fish oil) with soy isoflavones and vitamins 8 1 , B2 and B6, this helps regulate hormonal activity and reduce fatigue.

Saturday, 7 May 2016

I am a Wildcrafter

I began writing about wildcrafting yesterday and although I got a lot of my ideas into the writing, I felt like something was missing.   

Plantain, a bit mowed, but vibrant and
waiting to be harvested. 
Then an apprentice graduate of mine came to pick me up and she and I and two small children went out to harvest plantain from our church’s grassy meadow.  I felt like we were done and had gotten what I needed for infused oil but it appeared that the plantain was not done with us.  It wanted us to keep picking.  It was so happy to have us harvesting its leaves.  

What I want to communicate in this essay about wildcrafting is how to be respectful of the earth and the plants, how to not over harvest etc.  And……that the plants want us to harvest them.   They are calling us to them.  They are waiting and waiting for us to notice them and see what gifts they have for us.  

I am a wildcrafter.  I harvest plants mostly from my garden and on our land to make herbal preparations.  I utilize these preparations to make salves and lotions, vinegars, sprays, tinctures.  I have a small company where I sell products.  

I also make herbal preparations for use by myself and my husband.  

I have been noticing that more and more people are interested in harvesting wild plants for food and medicine.  I have grown concerned that it is getting a little out of hand.  

I feel very protective of our natural resources, our wild plants and their ability to continue.  

I hear a lot of people on herbal forums asking if this plant or that plant is medicinal.  Can I work with this plant?  What can I do with this?  

I understand the excitement about finding out you can gather and eat food right from the forest or the meadow…you don’t have to go to the store.  

I can understand the amazing idea that you can heal yourself with wild plants…you don’t have to go to the doctor.  

There is a respectful way to wildcraft plants.  There is a sacred way to harvest.  

Here is a list of things that I have learned to help me be a partner with plants instead of a taker of plants: 

Get to know the plants that you wish to harvest.  Spend time with them observing them.  Breathe with them and listen and see what wisdom they have for you.  This isn’t just 15 minutes before harvesting that you are going to do this.  I recommend, taking a year to get to know plants to which you are drawn, just a few.  

Find someone from which to learn practices of connecting with the plants.  Help them harvest so that you can learn respectful ways.  

Plantago lanceolata garbled and
ready for infused oil.  
Ask permission before harvesting.  If you are in the wild, find out if this is a place you are permitted to harvest.  

Ask permission of the plant.  Wait for an answer.  Only harvest if you get a yes.  

When your harvesting is complete, say thank you.  

Don’t clear cut.  I instruct my apprentices and students to pick here and there so it doesn’t even look like anything has been touched.  

Only harvest if there is an abundance.  If there is very little, leave it.  If there is just a moderate amount, only take what you need.  

Be very careful to not disturb the landscape when you are harvesting.  

Tend your gathering places.  What is needed for these plants to continue?   

Don't give away your gathering places.  I will take apprentices and students to my gathering places at times, but I will not tell someone where to go to find a plant.  

Understand that when you are digging up a plant by the roots, you are giving death.  

Even though I said it before, I think this is the most important thing.  Gratitude.  Be thankful and gracious with the earth and the plants.  

A story of wildcrafting:  
Wild Roses in our little meadow yard. 
Today I went out in my yard and gathered wild rose leaf and flower to make wild rose infused oil.  When I looked our over the thicket of wild roses, it appeared there were so many to harvest.  And yet, when I got down and stood before the roses, there weren’t that many.  I looked and I listened and I knew to harvest this one and that one.  I knew where to cut and I knew when to stop.  

I am pretty confident now as a wildcrafter.  I have learned to accept my vulnerability as part of the process.  I felt this overwhelming sadness as I gathered the roses.  I was alone and for some reason I felt very lonely.  I felt like I needed more friends.  And then I noticed the nettle, and the birch and beech trees.  And they helped me remember that they are my friends.  

It is vital to allow feelings to come forth when wildcrafting.  What seems like a task of “let’s go out and pick some stuff” is really a dance with nature.  The plants are communicating with us as we harvest.  There are plants that are for us and plants that are not.  There is wisdom in that invisible space that comes forth when we slow down and breathe with the plants.  There is a timelessness that crosses centuries when we become present to the task of wildcrafting.  

Take time to listen.  The plants are teaching you.  

May it be in Beauty.  

Thursday, 28 April 2016

Plant Cunning

Sometimes I find myself just looking at the plants in the garden.  I look up at the trees.  I notice a blade of grass, its shape, its sharpness and its bright green leaves. 


I see and then I see more deeply.  

When I first started studying herbalism, I would look at the plants to identify them or I would wonder if there was anything medicinal about this or that plant.  What I didn’t realize was the plants were studying me also.  And that as I breathed, the plants received my breath.  And as the plants breathed, I received their breath.  This communication guided me deeper into the invisible world of the plants.  

I realize that I was open to it, even though I didn’t know it.  I didn’t feel like I knew anything about utilizing medicinal herbs and I felt vulnerable and inadequate a lot of the time.  Because of this openness to my not being very good at remembering, herbal actions or botanical names or what this plant did or that plant did, I was being prepared for my journey to become a shamanic herbalist.  

When I learned to listen to the plants and what they had for me, I became confident and skillful.  

I have been doing this for almost twenty years now.  I have been listening, breathing and being present with the plants.  

What I have discovered from doing this and teaching it, is that it doesn’t matter whether you know anything about the medicinal qualities of the plant to receive wisdom and healing.  You can listen to a plant and hear a message of wisdom.  You can harvest that plant and make an herbal preparation.  You can utilize that herbal preparation on your food, as infusion, as tincture, in honey…..and what the plant had for you will be received by you.  

This is called plant cunning.  This is the very old way of being intimate with the plants.  This is the way of exchanging energy with the plants.  It isn’t medicinal.  

Plant cunning is a way to contact the whole plant as a wisdom teacher and dance with it, sing with it, be present with it.  

What you discover in working in this way with a plant, is that you become expansive and connected into the invisible worlds around you.  You begin to experience a more expansive realm of presence.  

This isn’t a fancy method.  This you can do it with a blade of grass.  You can do it with your kale plants.  

There is a vast amount of wisdom that the plants are holding.  They want us to connect with them and receive it.  They are waiting.  

Plant Cunning Exercise: 

  • Go outside and find a plant to which you are drawn.
  • Notice your breath. 
  • Breathe seven breaths, breathing in the breath of the plant you have chosen and breathing out offering your breath. 
  • Ask the plant, “What have you for me?”  
  • Listen.  
  • Offer gratitude.  
May it be in Beauty.  

Monday, 4 April 2016

Transformation of a Garden and Hugel Bed Creation

Hugel Bed: First we added fir cones and bark. 
I have written about my garden transformation many times.  It continues still.  Yesterday, one of my apprentice graduate brought her apprentices to my farm and my garden to build another hugel bed.  

It began when we first moved here.  The very first year of my garden, it was completely cultivated.  So many vegetables, flowers and herbs.  It was magnificent.  

And then I began to teach my classes in shamanic herbalism here and offer apprenticeships for women.  My time to garden became less as I began to teach more.  

The first couple of years I still cultivated quite a bit and I started noticing that I liked the grasses that were growing in the garden, I like the weeds a lot.  I became somewhat enamored of the Canadian thistle.  And I also felt guilt and shame around not having garden that looked like it was supposed to.  

Hugel Bed: Next we added apple sticks. 
I would make excuses when people would come to my garden about why there were weeds and grasses where beautiful groomed plants should be. One person even made a comment about how my garden wasn't what she expected.  It became a source of anxiety for me to love the wild plants, the umkempness of the garden and the thoughts that ran through my mind that I should just get it together and have a groomed garden.  

A few things led me to a new way with this.  I teach shamanic herbalism which has a lot to do with the invisible space where you can here the plants speaking to you.  My practice was getting deeper and deeper as I communicated more and more with the wild plants.  I had learned practices at a yearly gathering called, The Fairy Congress about communicating with the elementals, the fairies and other beings that did their magical work on the land. The last time I attended this conference, I ended up sitting next to and conversing with a number of different bee keepers about their practices.  
I had hired a work exchange student to help me in the garden.  I was beginning to have strong feelings that I didn't want to disturb the micro-ecosystem that lived in the soil.  She
Hugel Bed: Then we added goat manure
compost. 
 wasn't really on board with me about this and then she quit.  I had a physical challenge at that time and so I really needed the help.  I was in shock for a few days since it was June and the time was ripe to really do some gardening.  

I could have freaked out about this but instead I had this bright idea to let the garden go wild.  I called it rewilding.  I didn't pull weeds, I didn't plant seeds.  I just let it go.  I wasn't sure what I was doing. I wondered what would happen.  

What happened is that I began to also let go of the guilt and shame and anxiety that I had about making it perfect.  And what else happened is that I began to communicate with the being that inhabited the garden.  I had always loved the insects, the bees and the ladybugs and the beetles.  I had grown to like the wasps, telling them they could stay in the garden if they didn't bother me.  But then after returning from the Fairy Congress and allowing the garden to rest in its natural form, I noticed the insects were communicating with me.  I learned that they are messengers and that they were coming around to tell me things.  

I rewilded the garden for over two years....letting it do its own thing. 
Hugel Bed: And then we added plant compost.
All these things we used to create the hugel bed
were from our land.

And then I was introduced to a man, Masanobu Fukuoka and his book, The One Straw Revolution.  In this book he talks about his transformation from being a scientist studying disease in rice, to a farmer who practiced natural farming.  He said most people talk about doing this and doing that....he said what about not doing this and not doing that.  I found his writing to reflect a Taoist perspective.  What he was talking about in his book was what I was yearning to do, and I was doing it.  

That was last year.  And then a friend sent me information about hugel kultur a type of permaculture gardening.  And I was excited.  I was going to do this.  And I did this with the help of a very inspiring young woman, Sophie Geist.   

We just built our eighth hugel bed in the garden.   The other thing I am doing or not doing is weeding big patches of grass out of the garden like I have done for years.  We are cutting the grass and cutting some of the buttercup and disturbing the soil ecosystem as little as possible.  
The Hugel Bed is complete.

The is a beginning for me. 

Right now when I go out in my garden, there is this little “field” of buttercup with the horsetail male flowers emerging from it.  There is swamp grass and amongst it is comfrey, marshmallow and elecampane, some mustard and motherwort.  There is a lovely pie cherry tree with red tulip blooming below it that are naturalizing and spreading.  There is a wild rose that showed up a few years back and near it is a native crone wort plant.  

I love my wild garden.  I can breathe in it.  It makes me happy like when I was a child in the little grassy vacant lot near my home.  


May it be in Beauty.  

Friday, 1 April 2016

Beating Exam Stress!

This is dedicated to all my students taking exams this summer!

It’s nearly Exam Time and the next couple of months are a busy, stressful and sometimes overwhelming time for students. With children as young as 15 complaining of headaches, insomnia, nausea and anxiety, it can be equally worrying for parents trying to help their children to manage such uncharted waters.
Students StudyingOver the years, I have been using gentle and supportive herbal remedies to help young people manage stress. These include simple herbal teas like Chamomile, Lime flowers and Rose petals, which gently support the nervous system and ease anxiety. I like to combine these with Rosemary, Shakespeare's herb of remembrance, and Mint which refreshes and helps to keep those sleepy mid study moments at bay.
Here are some top remedies to help you get the most out of your study sessions and to help ease those moments of anxiety:
Study Blend herbal tea
A delicious blend of herbs, including lemon balm, rosemary and liquorice, to keep the brain sharp and focused throughout long hours of study.
Study Blend Essential Oil
Our Study Blend is a range of essential oils including invigorating Peppermint and Rosemary, to aid concentration. It also includes Basil, which is excellent for memory and mental fatigue. Sniffing rosemary essential oil can also boost memory as studies have show. Read more on it here: http://roberttisserand.com/2013/04/new-rosemary-memory-research/
 Skullcap, Oat & Passionflower
A blend of herbs to help sooth the nerves at this critical time. A Nerve Debility Tonic can deal with stress and anxiety. Containing over 20 different herbs, it contains Skullcap, Oat and Passionflower Compound but is just as effective.

Vitamins and supplements for Studying and Stress management

Fish oil is great for brain function –  good brands are   Read my previous post on the benefits of fish oil here: http://yaso-shan.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/the-fats-of-life.html and http://yaso-shan.blogspot.co.uk/2013/01/krill-vs-green-lipped-mussel.html
Vitamin B Complex - is effective in dealing with stress, anxiety and tiredness so aim for a daily supplement of B-complex which contains between 50 and 100mg. Good brands are Solgar, Viridian and Nature's Aid.
Bach Rescue Remedy drops – a favourite flower remedy for getting through stressful times.
L-Theanine – Theanine may reduce mental and physical stress, improve cognition and boost mood and cognitive performance. We also stock L-Theanine and Lemon Balm - lemon balm has been found to reduce stress.
YOUR EXAM TIME FIRST AID KIT!
Keep your immune system well supported! Echinacea supports and promotes immunity – if you support your immune system then you will be much better able to deal with stress.
Elderberry and Honey spray (with Echinacea)
As well as the well known positive effects of Echinacea, Thyme has anti microbial and anti bacterial actions, Garlic has been used for centuries to manage infection and Sage supports the immune system.
Botanical Candles
Scented with either Lavender or Rose pure essential oils, these candles create a wonderful calming scent as they burn. The perfect antidote to study fatigue. 
Rosemary Essential Oil

Rosemary essential oil can be diffused into a room by placing four drops on an aroma stream fan diffuser or an oil burner and preparing the room for study. Rosemary is also an uplifting herb so will keep the mind alert as well.

Vitamin C
A great immune system booster which will help to keep you fighting fit in the run up to exams. It increases the production of antibodies and white blood cells, which fight infection, and helps prevent the entry of viruses. It can also reduce the risk of cardiovascular disease as well as lowering blood pressure.
Lavender Essential Oil
Used in a burner, Lavender’s calming scent can help in reducing anxiety and enabling relaxation.

Reference: http://clinic.deeatkinson.net/dees-blog accessed 1 April 2016